In 2014 while working for the University of California, and shortly after my son was born, I began to worry.
We all have to fight back worry and fear - it's either that or act in faith, right?
But this time was different.
I had spent nearly 20 years wandering through life, partying and drifting from job to job. Somehow, my childhood dreams of having a family and making my mark had alluded me - thankfully - as I was in no shape to handle much of either for those 2 decades.